If someone could hand me a piece of paper with the answer to this new befuddlement or, I mean, a small eye gesture toward enlightenment would be enough, I would...words fail me. In all naivete I believed a month and a half would age me and gift me something clarifying, solving but I couldn't be more removed from that state. Could it be the lack of nutrition? My caloric intake diminishing by half? If only it were that easy to blame this akward, abstract disingagement that's been crawling inside my body through ears, eyes, and pores. I read this once through and wonder if it even makes sense. I don't feel like myself. At all.
What IS this fuckery?
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